Clumsy

Seems like I can find a song lyric for any situation, huh?

I get so clumsy
I get so foolish
I get so stupid
And then I feel so useless

Clumsy - Chris Rice

I seem to trip and fall over words I haven't said. I used to think I was a good communicator, but the last few months have found me tripping over my words more often than not. I find myself struggling to be clear, to make my feelings clear. I fail to do that, and then feel foolish.

Maybe its because I feel a bit lost. A bit unanchored. A bit unsure of where I'm at. That unsettle feeling leaves me feeling lost for words. And instead of being quiet, I overuse words. I let them spill out, and then can't take them back. What I am thinking can't be deciphered from the diarrea of the mouth that I'm having.

Maybe its time to just shut up, and wait for the coherency to come back.