Fuck it

I sat down to write something happy. Maybe introspective. Maybe something that would just delight someone to no end.

But you know what? I'm just so fucking tired of taking other people's shit, that I'm just going to say fuck it and go to bed.

I'm not a fucking rude bitch. And holy fucking hell I don't need to be dumped on by the people that profess to love me. I've got my faults. I can be jealous, and passive aggressive. And I know I have low fucking self esteem. But I am kind, and I am compassionate - and I am a good fucking person. And no one has the right to treat me like I don't have feelings, just because I am not aggressive.

No whining. No self pity. No fucking playing the victim. I'm just going to fucking take care of myself.