What am I?

"I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don't mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don't mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling all that I am capable of doing but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding." - Anais Nin
I am not dumb, nor incapable. I am an intelligent strong woman. I am not a doormat (well, I try not to be). I am the cornerstone of my family, the friend that never gives up on anyone. I am loyal. I can lead a meeting, and I can wrangle a classroom. I can present to executives, and hold my own with my Military counterparts.

But, I am submissive.

I will give him what he wants. I will accept his will. I will accept the pleasure and pain he gives me, and I will thank him for it. I will be his whore, his pet, his dark angel ... his savior if need be.

But it will be for him.

My mind and soul lay naked before him, and I will obey.

Not because I am weak. But because I am strong.