Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Letters to Master - Day 5

Dear Master,

I laid my submissive heart bare for you. I harnessed the pain and torment the best I could, and tried to make it wonderful for us both. And then ... in that moment, when release from it all was emminent, I failed. I failed immensely and completely.

I feel more lost, more pathetic, and more desperate than I ever have in my entire life. Begging to know ... so sure you would let me in because I'd been a good girl. And then the knowledge that she was on her knees before you, by her own choice, after I myself had failed ....

it just ...

leaves me feeling broken ...

but God help me, I ache for you still.

Love,

Your pet

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