Life is truly known only to those who suffer, lose, endure adversity and stumble from defeat to defeat. Anais Nin
I, with a deeper instinct, choose a man who compels my strength, who makes enormous demands on me, who does not doubt my courage or my toughness, who does not believe me naive or innocent, who has the courage to treat me like a woman. Anais Nin
Dear Master,
Today I did something I didn't think I could do. I stumbled, fell, pulled myself up and instead of falling all over myself to make it right ... to write endless emails, and mad emotional outbursts ..
I wrote a story instead.
It wasn't purely altruistic. I wanted to prove to myself what I am capable of.
Because you have never doubted my courage or strength even when you've rendered me on my knees, sobbing.
What use would I be if I was weak? I want you proud to own not just a whore, or a pet ... but the strong woman I am.
I ache for you. I want to make your cock hard with my howls and sobs ... and utter willingness to debase myself completely .... but maybe I finally understand that I can come away stronger.
I'm finally understanding the person you own so completely .. and she isn't so bad really.
I'm still jealous. I'm still going to fall. I still utterly crave being at your mercy. And I still dream of the day I turn around and you are there...and we have our moment ... the one we will never forget.
Dreaming of you ...
Love,
yours
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