Feeling

“I am an excitable person who only understands life lyrically, musically, in whom feelings are much stronger as reason. I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything I can not transform into something marvelous, I let go. Reality doesn't impress me. I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another. No more walls.” Anais Nin

Right now, reality doesn't impress me whatsoever. I want to escape into life. A life lived creatively, without bounds. Where imagination and dreams are lived to fulfilment, not shoved into a back corner of my brain.

I do not want to be told how to feel. I want to feel, and feel everything. Pain, hurt, love, ... all of it.